GlorificusOne

What was missing?

2008-10-03T07:04:03Z

The ability to hope and dream.
To think of the possibilities... instead of being stifled with this impending feeling of the inevitable.

glorificusone @ 2008-09-17T11:41:00

2008-09-17T16:41:50Z

She's the sweetest girl.
When I saw her on the webcam I thought to myself... my goodness... she is cute.
And her voice is sweet.
And she speaks like an innocent with a wicked edge.
No wonder boys like her.
I'm captivated by her.
Though, I'll admit, there's an odd jealousy.
She gets all this attention.
In some ways I want it...
but not badly enough to be like that everyday...
Because it's not how I really am.
Sometimes I think I could be... in a dream... in another life? :)

I'd totally date her.
That's what I told Jon.
*laugh*

glorificusone @ 2008-08-30T13:16:00

2008-08-30T18:19:12Z

Yesterday scored 2 VIP passes to Whiskey Dix.
I realized after typing that I could have used, "was given", or some other more mundane phrase but I like the term "scored" more than others.

So we went for Patty's birthday.
Patty was suppose to talk to Eric to get on a list... We waited in the VIP line. When we got to the front we were told party lines end at 1030pm and it was already 1100pm. Patty was like, "No way, we talked to Eric!" And this girl next to us was like, "Just let him know! Mike KNOWS and will let us in."
The security guard turns to her and says one second... but he looks pretty annoyed. He talks on his mic for awhile but this girls really pushy. I mean she thinks she has this right and is almost talking down to the security guard. He turns to her after awhile and goes: "Look, mike doesn't have the authority to decide who comes in. He's not an owner."
Then shortly we were let in and he apologized for the weight.
We got the other girls in through the normal way out. Sometimes it's nice to be treated special.
The place was crazy packed!! I actually had less of a good time because there wasn't much room to dance and tons of stupid guys who kept bugging us.
However you've never seen so many beautiful women packed in one place. Mind you, our group was totally NOT into meeting guys... but a lot of women there were.

Today I was starving
And half awake
I didn't sleep until late.
My bestest friend brought me ice cream! A peanut buster parfait for my breakfast so I can think straight and not feel like dying.

Proud

2007-07-20T23:22:02Z

I'm always proud when my mom really likes something I made.
I baked some White Chocolate Oatmeal cookies today! If there was a secret ingredient can I say Evian?
And no, this was another one of those, I didn't measure really :) So no recipe.

glorificusone @ 2007-07-14T12:07:00

2007-07-14T17:09:20Z

She looks like a bobble head doll sometimes...
http://www.hotlinkspace.com/video.php?id=78

glorificusone @ 2007-07-01T12:12:00

2007-07-01T17:09:41Z

Wow, I need to learn to retouch better.
The way they redo the eyes is amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHLpRxAmCrw&feature=dir

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcFlxSlOKNI&mode=related&search=
In this case I was impressed with how they extended her neck...

Another morning of barely any sleep.
I feel that tickle at the back of my throat. I'm getting sick :(

glorificusone @ 2007-04-12T12:35:00

2007-04-12T17:42:40Z

I made a few changes.
I'm thinking about going to the rockies instead of Quebec now.
I just don't want to deal with the possibility of more expensive airfare if I don't fly into Quebec city. The actual drive for the rockies will also be easier on myself. If I had someone going with me to Quebec that would have been different. However, I am most likely going alone.

We'll see whether my submittal goes through. In the end, I think I will end up in Quebec because I won't have the option, but I'll just have to pay more :P

So more waiting for answers. At the same time, it's really not that big of a deal. If I don't get to go, there will be more trips to other places to take.

I thought about putting it right tight to the Vegas trip, but then thought better of it. Might be stressful in a way... I don't handle sudden changes with such grace as of late.
And really I've been sitting here doing way too much research when I should be working :P

I've noticed I've tried posting a few times and failed.
Sometimes I wonder if it matters if I post more frequently or not? My friends often don't comment in my LJ. The irony is, my other friends complain about that, but they don't post in mine that often.
Maybe sometimes we're all a little attention starved?

PS: I'll have a recent picture put up in a bit...

glorificusone @ 2007-01-29T17:38:00

2007-01-29T23:52:36Z

There are a ton of movies that are out that looks good.

The Really want to see
Blood and Chocolate
Notes on a Scandal
Epic movie
Smokin Aces
Pan's Labrynth
Miss Potter

The will see if I have the time
The Painted Veil
Venus
The Last King of Scotland
Alpha Dog

If I'm still desperate
DejaVu

Will I have the strength to get through this next month? I do not know.
Valentine's day...

Epicure

2006-09-13T18:39:33Z

I'm debating... Either I'd buy a LOT of stuff from there, or I wouldn't buy anything :)

I haven't quite figured it out yet.

Want to become a knight?

2006-08-30T09:07:54Z

http://www.medievaltimes.com/becomeaknight.htm
Kabuthunk can wear his own chainmail!

http://www.medievaltimes.com/careers.htm
And this is for real! Sort of ;)

glorificusone @ 2006-07-24T16:33:00

2006-07-24T21:39:14Z

Saw my super ex girlfriend.

I'm not happy in my relationship department, but it could be worse... I could be financially unstable right now, so at least I have that to be thankful for. Had a good chat with my mother about our finances. Have to be happy for what we have and not be dissapointed for what we don't. Love is something you can't really just work to get. Once you're in a relationship you can work at your relationship... but you can't make someone love you... well... you know what I mean.

I'm working at getting my body in good shape. Too much caffeine though.
I baked some super excellent tasty stuff. The chocolate cake is almost fudgy and brownie like... though reproducing it will be a pain as usual :) I always vary... but I suppose that's part of my style. If I ever want to be professional, no I can't do that anymore, but for now, I guess it doesn't matter.
My banana cake is also very tasty.

Lots for me to do... but I don't want to do anything :)

Birthday wishlist

2006-06-05T19:11:45Z

http://www.costco.ca/en-CA/Browse/Product.aspx?prodid=10289969&whse=&topnav=&cat=749
Delonghi Icecreamery Ice Cream Maker!
I have this weird desire to make ice cream.... My own... though really what I'd want to make is french vanilla... which is kind of odd, and you'd think I'd have a better time just buying a small half litre from a fancy shop.

http://www.bombay.ca/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?catalogId=10051&storeId=10051&productId=50017&topCategoryId=10054&categoryId=10137&langId=-1&siteId=core
Thames Library step!
I like the thought of them since I'm so short! Although, I would never buy it at that price. I'd want it to go on sale first!

glorificusone @ 2006-06-04T10:52:00

2006-06-04T15:59:41Z

One more day of crappy clean congee, then back to my regular scheduled clean eating program.

I think part of the reason why I was insatiable was because I was having commercialized goods. I'm usually a clean eater, mostly non processed. Sushi doesn't have that much processing aside from the nori. Rice, chopped up fish, you know?

I plan to have a salmon or scallop bakudan (no spice) for Monday. What else might I want? or I could just go sashimi to start. :)

I'm looking at my kitchen and hating how disorganized everything is. When Jon comes, I think I will re-organize it so that my baking is all neat again. I get very discouraged with a messy kitchen. The sad thing is, I have a housecleaner. However, my house is a mess because my stuff is absolutely unorganized.

So much stuff to organize! I think maybe I should start instead of just sitting here and complaining about it :P

glorificusone @ 2006-05-08T12:13:00

2006-05-08T17:19:40Z

Today I danced.
I mean, I exercised by dancing around in my house... something I use to do. It reminds me of why I love Jon so much. He encourages me to be me...

I got my heart rate up, I could feel it. I was a little tired, but I still danced. I danced to the CD that I always did for Jon. Choirgirl Hotel... I think that's the name. It's been so long. I use to have almost a set routine for some of them, but it's been so long I don't remember.
I do remember the last time I looked like this. The last time I danced like that... it was before I met him... Jon filmed me. We destroyed it afterwards, but I loved the way I looked. I look even better this time around for a number of reasons. My skin is better, my body is better (not due to thin'ness, but for other reasons). I took two self portrait/pictures with my camera. It's a little dark, my friend couldn't see... but I thought I looked pretty.
I'm very healthy looking right now. It does please me... but... I miss someone holding me at night. Still, it's time to figure out me the way I was suppose to before. His life was so miserable, I just kept trying to figure out how to make it work...
I'm meeting someone that I met once long ago... well today. He's coming by the restaurant. He sort of looks like Max, Coffeclutz. :)

A nicer post

2006-04-13T21:42:52Z

So I served this one table.
They were two people. One had been here before(regular) and the other was a new guy. He was a stingy tipper. I knew this.
Regardless, what else was I going to do?
I served them to the best of my ability. I did what Candy taught me. Those little things.
The bill came to $36.20 with taxes.
The regular gave me a credit card.
The REASON why I was still standing there was because I had no more pens with me except for my big pen and I did NOT want to lose it.

The new guy said, "Oh let me leave the tip."
He takes a 10$ bill out of his pocket. Then he says, "Oh... let me see if I've got a twoonie."
I thought, oh maybe he's paying for part of his meal.
Then I look, the other guy puts no tip... and I'm like... "Oh... that's for me??"
The guy was likes, "Yes."
I'm like... "Wow... I must have done a good job today!"
He laughed and said, "Yes."
$12 tip on $36.20 is good.

I should CAVEAT that I'm looking really good... sort of... apparently as I said before, I look prettier if I cry or something... or maybe... whenever I go single, my body just goes: Time to lure men.
Sorry, just trying to keep my own spirits up. It's really flattering considering I don't think of myself as that great of a server.

Healthy_Glorificusone April 6

2006-04-07T17:25:48Z

Weight: 120lbs

Brunch:
2 peanut butter cookies
3 dozen Baked Rice krisps made with organic brown rice. (per 25 crackers: 80 calories)

3pm Lunch?
10 piece premium sashimi
Sooo goood.... had a piece of Mirugai in it!

Night time snack
3 cookies and tea

Way too many cookies today :P

Healthy_Glorificusone April 5

2006-04-06T16:32:23Z

Brunch:
5 pieces Maki: Cranberries, goat cheese, ebi
6 pieces of SHRIMP TEMPURA <-- How ridiculously unhealthy :)
Snack:
1 piece of chocolate

Dinner
1 dozen wings (boiled)
Slices of cooked cucumber and mushroom

Snack
Half order of Nachos from Grant Park Cinema

Dessert
A small piece of apple streudel which wasn't very good
And orange pekoe tea

Healthy_Glorificusone April 4, 2006

2006-04-05T16:45:59Z

Weight: 120lbs

Brunch
Spicy Seafood Soup
Super Salmon Feature Roll ( Smoked salmon outside, salmon, avacado, green onions inside)
1 gyoza

Dinner
4 pieces of inside out (Outside ebi, inside goat cheese and cranberries)
1/3 Hiyayako
2 ounces of teriyaki salmon
Few spears each of carrot and brocolli

Nighttime snack
Red Rose tea
3 cookies

Healthy_glorificusone April 2

2006-04-03T16:18:33Z

Brunch
Healthy serving of oatmeal and almond butter with brown sugar and milk
1 turkey sausage
Small portion of cauliflower
Red rose tea

Dinner:
2 pieces of spicy chicken maki
2 Uni Nigiri
1 Spicy Seafood Soup
5 thin strips of Teriyaki Beef a la carte
Piece of brocolli and piece of carrot
4-5 bites of green tea ice cream

Restaurant Questions...

2006-04-01T22:39:03Z

How often do you eat out?

Do you tend to go to the same restaurants or try different ones?

What makes you go back to the same restaurant?

What is most important?
Food quality?
Food Quantity?
Overall pricing? (though this often ties in with quantity?)
Service?
Decor?

Healthy_Glorificusone March 31, 2006

2006-04-01T22:00:30Z

Weight: 120 lbs

Brunch:
Teriyaki Chicken a la carte (2 pieces of chicken breast, 3 carrot spears, 3 pieces of brocolli)
Gyoza (Order of 5)
Spicy Seafood Soup

Dinner:
10 Piece premium sashimi
1 piece tokyo roll
1 piece red tuna toro
1 piece agadashi tofu

Nighttime snack
Half slice of cinnamon torte from Baked expectations

BluFish Web Page

2006-03-20T18:07:01Z

How do I create a link with my LJ?
So that they can just click and go there?
How do I do that in my profile section?
Thanks all!

BluFish Web Page

glorificusone @ 2006-02-13T19:32:00

2006-02-14T01:33:14Z

http://www.greywolfmals.com/recent.htm

My cousin was gifted Number 4, otherwise known as Zing, but she plans to call it Tuna I think. Because it's ears are pink on the inside and reminds her of Tuna Tataki.

Quiz time

2006-02-05T06:56:51Z

<td align="center">Kindness

Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

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Stolen from Tiene

2006-02-01T21:16:31Z

You fit in with:
Humanism

Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.

20% spiritual.
40% reason-oriented.

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